We've never been in your situation, and wouldn't pretend to know how you are feeling, but obviously there is so much for you to think about right now as you plan the rest of your life, and the life of your child. You have so many decisions to make, so many emotions to experience, probably going back and forth about what to do, who to listen to, how to feel and act. But you can do it! No matter what you decide, or how you are feeling, you are strong and you are not alone (even though I imagine it does feel that way sometimes). It's hard to put into words how much love we feel for you without even knowing you. It doesn't even really make sense probably. The fact that you are thinking so much about this new baby you will be having and what is best for him or her, says SO MUCH about you and how amazing you really are. Whatever your decision is, we will respect you and love you and know that your decision is what's best for you, your baby and your family. And, if you decide to place your baby with us, we will be able to have another child, but it's not just that. It's that we love YOU and who you are, and who you will become.